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An emotional day for me. An emotional time. No matter how deep I bury it, it is something that I will always remember and never be able to forget.

It sounded next to impossible just a year ago, that one day i'll be able to move on, but I managed. I'm grateful for that.

God, please forgive me.

Grey's Anatomy

I can not believe I have never watched Grey's Anatomy before but I've been hooked to it for the past couple of months. It literally makes me cry and as far as I can remember, I haven't cried for any TV Series ever since the last episode of The O.C.

Yeah I'm sappy like that.

Event Of The Day: Update

So today I got the call from the napkin guy. He sounded quite weird on the phone, I said I gave my phone number because I wanted to thank properly for his compliment. Turns out, he was a Brazilian who was in the town to watch the FIBA basketball games. Coming from the other side of the ocean for the games! Anyway, he suggested we should meet and have a dinner in the same place I was at yesterday. Said, thank you for the invite but I'll pass and that it wasn't really my thing to meet with strangers whom I basically don't know at all. He was like "Yeah thought we could just chat, have a dinner and if you don't want to you can just leave after an hour so." Sounded too much like someone who was looking for a one night stand. I just said thanks and enjoy the city and hung up. Duh.

I did that once but the situation was entirely different. No one can be like my surprise.

Event Of The Day

This was a first.

So as today being a holiday, decided to visit my dear cousin in downtown for a brunch. So he, his best friend and I had this lovely brunch and then went to Tunel for a cup of coffee. Everything is just normal till here.

We were playing around with his new camera taking silly photos of each other and having a laugh. Just another normal day. Right across the cafe we were sitting there was another group of people sitting in another cafe, whom we barely noticed. The barely noticed part is because one of them owned this huge camera and was taking pictures. And I was like "Doesn't everyone own one of these these days?" That's the barely noticed part.

What is weird about this abnormally normal story up until now is, an hour or so later, one of the men approached our table, put a napkin right in front of me and said "please don't ask any questions and read this and don't get me wrong, thank you." or something like that. I was way too baffled to actually register what he said.

Anyway, we open the napkin and here's what it says:




Isn't it just hilarious?!

So just for the fun of it, I called the hotel to ask for the room and the receptionist said he was out for the US - Russia basketball game but he informed them for my call. Talk about confidence! And I said I have no messages. But then decided to call again a couple of minutes ago and give my name and number. Curiosity kills the cat! I have no intention, I barely remember the face but I'm just wondering what he has to say. That's about it.

That doesn't make me a necessarily bad person now, does it? All for the fun of it!

Back!

So I have been MIA since my surprise. I've been just overwhelmed with work, as it always is before every single holiday of mine.

And the surprise was back as told before, and he was back for good. What I mean is, he decided to come and visit me and we ended up having this amazing short holiday in Bodrum with my friends. It was a lot of fun.

Why am I writing this like a 10 year old's diary I have absolutely no idea.

I don't really feel the need to talk and talk and analyse.. I just want to live and I DO live. I just take the moment and try to make the best of it. Don't want to dwell about future, don't want to overthink everything. I just want to give it a chance and see where it will take us. You never know what happens. Life is just too unpredictable and almost never goes according to your plans. I'm happy and I want to enjoy my life.

And he makes me smile!