My surprise is back!

It always happens at the very unexpected moment.

The one thing you've been waiting for, the one thing you've been wishing for, the one thing that you've been thinking of every single day and night happens. It happens when you least expect it.

It hits you out of nowhere, it knocks the breath out of you, you start to stutter, the words tumble in your mouth, can't fully become a sentence, your heart beats so rapid, your head starts spinning, your hands start shaking. You want to pee. Your lungs feel like exploding. Your body demonstrates every possible physical reaction. Simply, your whole world turns upside down.

It always happens at the least expected moment. But it always makes you happy. And it never seizes to surprise you.

And it always happens when you have geniunely started to consider letting go.